03 January 2012

Trouble Sleeping

Ok, so I know I posted a little while ago, but I can't sleep. I am laying here in bed (Yes now. One of the many benefits of being able to blog from my phone. I can stay in bed rather than get up, get my computer, turn everything on, blog, put it away, and go back to bed. But I digress...) and I am stewing over work stuff that is bothering me. I've gone so far as to create fictional situations in which I go through just what I would say/do if/when these things ever boil to the surface. So as I lay here, creating ludicrous situations that will most likely never happen because, for all intents and purposes I am a mostly rational person most of the time, I am winding myself up even more and making sleep impossible. That way I can tell myself that I will most definitely handle things calmly while at this moment my heart is racing and adrenaline is pumping just like I was in a real argument... No one will ever say I have a dull imagination. Let's just work on it not keeping me up nights for a start. That would be swell.

In other news: I don't give a toss about the grammar and punctuation in this post. I should be asleep so I have bigger things to worry about than sentence structure.

1 comments:

Anonymous said...

I can understand what you mean. I've done the same before, more times than I'd care for. It really is a pain, even though it feel really useful (well, somewhat useful) at the time. On the other hand, one thing that helps me is recalling one of my favorite quotes, "I've spent years clearing away the wreckage of my future!!" It sometimes helps break up that mental process. I hope you can sleep better soon. *hugs*

---Sean

 
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