15 March 2011

Men of the world!

Men of the world!  If you want to get married, date me.  Then go date someone else, and you’ll marry her.  I can’t tell you how much that’s happened to me.  It’s enough to make a person crazy… Just saying.  Now back to your regularly programed day.

01 March 2011

Just a couple of things…

First of all, how long do you keep telling someone things, and more importantly, believing what they tell you before you just step back and say, “Ok fine.  If that’s how it’s going to be, that’s just it.”  Sometimes I get so frustrated with certain people and I just want to turn off all of my phones, social media, etc. and sit at home watching a movie not talking to anyone.  And sometimes I DO!  I get so tired of putting so much out there and not feeling like it’s reciprocated. 

Secondly, in church on Sunday my bishop did a Q & A  which turned into a lot of questions on dating/flirting.  I may have gotten a little frustrated with some of the responses about how girls don’t flirt enough (OK, if I don’t flirt enough, NO ONE FLIRTS ENOUGH!  Just saying…), so I asked how we should be flirting since obviously I’m not doing it CORRECTLY (p.s. the answer was “if you’re flirting correctly, you’ll just know”  that guy may be black listed FOREVER on my list…).  Anyway after the class, a guy who I have been very interested in on and off for the last year-ish came up to me and said, “I think you flirt really well!”  …FREAKING REALLY!?!?!?  THEN WHY HAVEN’T YOU ASKED ME OUT, YOU MORON!?!?!?  AHHHHHHH!!!

I hate dating…  Strike that.  I hate waiting to date, and while I have no problem getting out there and asking guys, I’m a little old fashioned and I’d like to be courted so I do my very best to be approachable and flirty and the best me I can be and I’m just exhausted with the results, or lack there of, I’ve been getting.  I don’t mean to be whiney, but today I’m just a little bit frustrated.

On the up side, I cleared out my work email today and it is so lovely!  Next step, my personal email…

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