21 January 2010

Bad Blogger

Ok, so I’ve been kind of a bad blogger for a while now.  I think that has been established.  The thing is though, I have so much to do to catch up that I keep saying I don’t want to do a current blog until I’ve done all of the back dated stuff and who knows when that will happen.  *sigh* I do want to say that I’m so full of stress and frustration and irritation though!  I feel like I am getting hit from all different sides and I can’t really vent anywhere because the places I usually do my venting (blog, facebook, etc) are the places that the people who are making my life miserable usually see my stuff!  For frustrating!  I mean really!  This is my space and I should be able to say/do whatever I want to on here, but instead I’m worried about saying something that will hurt someone’s feelings or make them mad at me when really, that’s what all of these people are doing to me so why should I give a damn?  I think that it’s super ridiculous that I’m busy watching what I say so that I can preserve relationships while other people are acting like complete children and say whatever the hell comes to their minds without a care over what reactions will come from that.  No worries that they are being selfish or mean or that maybe they could just be honest instead of going behind my back and lying because the truth will hurt my feelings.  Guess what.  I’m not stupid and I will find out sooner or later and it will still be what it is plus I’ll be hurt and angry that you lied to me.  So suck it up and say what you have to say to my face or leave me alone!  I don’t care if you are friends, family or strangers.  I HATE, LOTHE and ABOMINATE being lied to.  We will not be able to remain on good terms if you lie to me or try to manipulate me.  Period.  For those of you who are being good friends, I love you dearly.  You mean the world to me and I will indeed try to be better about my blogs and I will also try to be less full of angst while I blog from here on out.  Loves!

01 January 2010

New Year 2010

Ok, so I just finished reading 95 blogs that I was behind.  Wow.  That’s pretty bad even for me.  As we all know I’m also severely behind on my personal blogging therefore my New Year’s resolutions are to catch and keep up on my own blogging and to read the blogs that I am following.  Also, as some of you know, I am working out with a personal trainer and I am planning on being 115 lbs by June.  It will probably not be fun, but it will be worth it.  As a friend quoted to me recently, “Nothing tastes as good as being skinny feels.”

On an unrelated topic, how much would you pay for this bag?





Please leave a comment or email me on how much you would pay for this bag so I have a real idea.  Thanks!

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